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But I can`t let ya go... [Sunday
November 26th, 2006 at 8:31pm]
so.. it had been two weeks. but we made up for it today. i love when he comes to see me. it puts a smile on my face from ear to ear. today i just laid in my bed and he laid on my floor and we talked for hours. we def tried to make each other mad, to pick a silly fight and then laugh at each other. no one makes me feel like i do when he looks into my eyes or when he kisses me. and oh boy can he snoogle [= i just loved closing my eyes and being right between his arms. it just sucks because we both know it can`t last forever.. and eventually he has to leave. but i can`t wait till the next time i see him. [= ahhhh.. my elephant is the best. ♥
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elephants on parade [= [Sunday
November 12th, 2006 at 12:39pm]
i just have to get out how happy i am right now. god, he makes me smile. i have never had so many butterflies around one person. he`s funny, smart and so pretty. lol. plus, no matter what it means, he drives all the way here to see me. there is only one problem.. he`s not all mine. idk.. what to think.. but i`m not going to think about it too much. i`ll take it for what it is.. but for now.. i`m in heaven. [=
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[Friday
August 25th, 2006 at 12:18am]
so i`ve realized today that i hate most people. i`m just someone who gets easily annoyed and aggravated by people`s stupidity and lack of sense of anything. which i realized in my first day of classes this morning. so with that said, i started school today. i went to three out of the four classes i`m taking this semester (the other being on tuesday nights; starts next week.) the classes should be interesting minus biology. but i`m going to try so extremely hard to pass it this time. so, hopefully. other than that my day was pretty uneventful. oh but GA and I were trying to accomplish something tonight and I saw Billy while trying to do it. i went to talk to him and dorothy comes out followed by coby. and so i peaced because i would rather not be around people who don`t like me. and so coby being mature threw some fire cracker at me. i was pissed and dorothy laughed hysterically for no reason, and sounded like a MORON! then they decided to neck outside because GA and I were still outside. NOTE TO SELF: If you were trying to make me jealous.. sorry but NOOOOOOO! i don`t get jealous over a bald guy who has to date girls who are 6 years younger than him with low self-esteem to boost his own self-esteem. alright well i`m going to finish homeworkk and pass the heck out. SHALOM! (:
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[Friday
August 18th, 2006 at 12:39am]
i love you. ♥
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[Tuesday
August 15th, 2006 at 10:42am]
[ mood | happy ]

i have not written in a bajillion years. it is hard to keep up with this with working all the time. i do not spend much time on the computer anymore. i`m either working, sleeping or out with georgia. i get on when i get up, before work and before i go to bed. but not long enough to update my journal. anyways, everything is going wonderfully amazing. life is in it`s place. yay. there is no time for silly drama. and not even time for a boy. not that i mind any of that. i`m actually happy. i`m making good money at work, and will actually be able to pay off my bills. (: i changed my phone number yesterday, and only my close friends and family will have my number now. it will take a lot for people to get my number. i just hated all the prank calls and thinking that stupid boys were going to call. so, it`s now all solved. i recently found out my cousin has started a car club, and to my surprise i know so many people in it. it makes me laugh. i found out billy, paul wall, ryan jenkins, ben and coby will be in it. it`s funny that my cousin hangs out with people i either am friends with or was once friends with. i guess i was a GREAT topic of conversation at the last meeting. my cousin was like, "the one thing i have, and all i get to hear about is my little cousin." i just laughed. i was def glad i changed my number after i heard that. anyways, i need to shower and do stuff before work. much love.♥

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Question of the Day... [Tuesday
August 1st, 2006 at 1:28pm]
Why are you such a hoebag?
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[Monday
July 31st, 2006 at 11:17pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

i hate that just when i think i got it all figured out in my life, i go and screw everything up all over again. i hate how stupid us girls make each other look. the names we give ourselves. we continuously go back to the guys that treat us terribly and break our hearts. the ones who talk so badly about us infront of everyone else, only to recant every word when you`re alone with them. the guys that aren`t worth our time. and why? because we care a little too much for a little too long. and each and everytime we get hurt. these guys use us for sex, for money or just to do them favors. and we know this each time. then why do we go back. because a couple of lines and kiss on the lips? seriously, are we that dumb. and i`m speaking for everyone, because at some point and time we`ve all done it. i mean, we all know there are those guys that would treat us like gold. do anything we ever asked, but we always keep them as just friends or even worse, we ignore them. because they get on our nerves. we pass up opportunities to be treated the way we should, for scumbags that don`t know how to treat people. it sickens me. but i do this time and time again. guy after guy. why am i so stupid? and where the heck is prince charming. i like how i can write this now, but when "he" (whomever "he" might be) calls, i`ll answer and i`ll fall for it all over again. maybe i should just print this out and put it on both sides of my bedroom door, on my steering wheel, in the shower, and on my phone so i can read it over and over, and realize, "damn! don`t be stupid today." well, i`m done rambling. i`m sorry, i`m really angry. this is just so stupid!

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sO sCaNdaLouS! [Sunday
July 30th, 2006 at 10:38pm]
[ mood | (ACHY) ]

so this weekend was great. let`s recap!

[friday] i got out of work about 10ish. went home and got ready to go to a shindig at this tyler`s hizzy(a kid from workk.) it was fun. drank some beers. and talked to people i haven`t seen in forever. which was WILD. i got a call from lockhart at like 1. he was nice and wasted. silly boy. stayed at tyler`s till 2ish. peaced to my APT. got down on some food and then passed out.

[saturday] i slept till like 1145. which is crazy for me because normally when i`m drunk i cannot sleep for the life of me. i got up and did things i needed to do (aka laundry, dishes, workk stuff.) then i showered and passed out from like 1 till 245. got up and got ready for work. peaced to work at 4. work was so much fun. i did pretty good. so yay! i got out of work at like 11. called shawna and she told me to meet her at josh`s. went to josh`s, ate pizza and went to the cemetary. shawna, josh and i talked while visiting MY DADDY! talked about how weird it is to think what we were doing exactly seventeen years ago. or like the day before it happened, how that was never on our minds. then we talked about the night lauren and i were there. and how it happened. dropped shawna and josh off at at josh`s and went to get beer from danny`s. met up with shawna and josh at the APT to get ready for dann`s. left our house at like 12ish. my odds were not so good at dann`s being that a couple of my ex`s were there. lol. made me laugh. i talked to john for awhile, straightened everything out. we`re friends now. after an hour we peaced home and i passed out.

[sunday] i for some reason slept till like 12. got up and went to walgreen`s to my Rx. then came home and waited for shawnie to get home. when she got home we went to ab`s and got kinsey. went to panera bread and then to super target. i got some new panties from ST and then bought things for the APT(laundry detergent, dryer sheets, body wash, shaving cream.) came home and took a nap. shawnie left at some point. woke up at like 730. started laundry. hung out with lr and danny. switched my laundry. georgia friggin stuble called me. went to get gas with her and to her parents for a sec. then drove for awhile. i got home around 10 and folded laundry and watched some tv. i had a snack. now i`m getting ready to fold more laundry and iron. then i`m probably passing out.

i have to work tomorrow morning. that will be different. then i`m going to DQ with georgie porgie. then probably dinner with lr. i think i`m spending tuesday with leraine. then work wednesday and DQ for a bsplit of course. thursday i`m hanging out with aliesha lynne. FINALLY!! and i work friday and saturday. BUT IT`S GEORGIA FRIGGIN STUBLE`S BiiRTHDAY WEEKEND. so i`m def getting crunkity crunk! (:

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oh no.. this couldn`t be more u n e x p e c t e d. [Friday
July 28th, 2006 at 12:18am]
Workk is still A M A Z I N G! I just love it more and more. Minus workking really late. Because I`m sleepy. But I`ll deal with it. Everyone is friendly and hilarious. And I`m getting it down. Yay. I hope I can be happy here forever and ever. lol. I`m silly I know. Plus, I`m making ohkay moneys. Which makes me happy! I can finally start to pay things back. Well, I`m exhausted. I guess I`m off to bed. (:
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i just wanna BREAK YOU DOWN so badly.. i n t h e w o r s e w a y. [Tuesday
July 25th, 2006 at 11:47pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

I don`t know why I find myself writing in this again. But I do. I guess while workking it`s a great release. And I feel like writing, because i`m not at all right now. And that`s just a waste to me. Anyways, I`m on like day four at work. And I`m in love with my job. It`s the best place ever. So, fG can SUCK IT! Anyyyways, tonight I started server training. And everyone, once again, said I kicked ass (: Yay! But I did find out that my cutie at work is taken ): But whatever.. like I can`t change that. Right, Nina?! (; OH MY! Anyyyways. I`m working the next four days in a row. I should be making some moneys!! Which makes me happy. Other than that nothing big has happened. School starts in about a mth. I think this semester will be nice and easy. Def fun because I have Joel in one of my classes (: Well, my head, feet and tummy hurt, so I`m off to bed. GoOdniGht*

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i hate this life. [Sunday
July 23rd, 2006 at 10:00pm]
[ mood | angry ]

i`ve always wondered why i`m so sad and why i hate me, and finally i think i`ve figured it out. i always feel second best to everyone around, and i know that i am. my sister leraine would give shawna the world, and i always get what shawna didn`t want from it. and it hurts. i know this should make me stronger, and more independent.. but honestly, it makes me hate myself. and it make me cry. and it makes me not want to be me. for one day i want to be shawna, and feel how see does. because everyone will bend over backwards for her. even i do it. i know i`m probably being selfish and stupid and whiny.. or whatever.. but i just hate life now. and i hate how i feel. i`m so alone, and i know i pushed all my friends away and i`ve done this all to myself. and i probably deserve it, but only one person understands what i`m talking about and she is mad at me. my own fault i know.. but i need someone to talk to.. i hate life.

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[Thursday
July 20th, 2006 at 8:51pm]
my new job is awesome. nuff said! (:
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[Saturday
July 15th, 2006 at 11:25pm]
falling (in love) is like a breath of fresh air. <3<3
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This time last year. [Wednesday
July 5th, 2006 at 11:35pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

i don`t ever write in my journal anymore. i`m over this stuff. but i thought i would post this because it makes me crack up. exactly one year ago at this time i was so excited for what i was embarking on.. oh what a joke that is now.

((Tuesday))- I worked again 11 till 4. It was rough getting up after being wasted and getting like 8 hrs sleep. But I had fun at work. I know Nina had to work till 930 so I was really bored. I just sat at home looking to go out to dinner with someone. I called Shawna and her, Dylan, RUTH! and I went out to dinner at the Steakhouse. It was really yummy. I got home at 930. Talked to people online and then made plans with a friend. I hung out at my friends house from 12 til like 530. It was quiet interesting. (;

well.. it`s way more than over now. after all the lies and times i`ve been called a whore. after he`s told me he`s wanted to be with me and how much he liked me, after he had sex with my friend and his exwifey. after he`s denied, denied, denied. after all of it, exactly one year later, i would NEVER go back again. after every time i said i`d never go back and i did. i`m so happy to say that he`s the biggest loser i`ve ever met and i`m glad to finally kick him out of my life. go ruin some other person`s life. go make them feel less than human. use them. hurt them. and know you are doing it. let some other stupid girl fall for it because i sure the fuck did. and i know someone will read this and tell him, or he`ll read it himself, and bitch and moan about it, but i don`t care anymore. i`m done. YAY. I`m free. I`m free. Ohkay, now i`m going to bed. GoOdniGht*

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[Wednesday
May 24th, 2006 at 2:23am]
Whose bed have your boots been under?
And whose heart did you steal I wonder?
This time did it feel like thunder, baby?
Whose bed have your boots been under?

Don't look so lonely
Don't act so blue
I know I'm not the only
Girl you run to
I know about Lolita
Your little Spanish flame
I've seen you around with Rita
The redhead down the lane

Whose bed have your boots been under?
And whose heart did you steal I wonder?
This time did it feel like thunder, baby?
And who did you run to?
And whose lips have you been kissin'?
And whose ear did you make a wish in?
Is she the one that you've been missin', baby?
Well whose bed have your boots been under?

I heard you've been sneakin'
Around with Jill
And what about that weekend
With Beverly Hill
And I've seen you walkin'
With long legs Louise
And you weren't just talkin'
Last night with Denise

Whose bed have your boots been under?
And whose heart did you steal I wonder?
This time did it feel like thunder, baby?
And who did you run to?
And whose lips have you been kissin'?
And whose ear did you make a wish in?
Is she the one that you've been missin', baby?
Well whose bed have your boots been under?

Come on boots...

So next time you're lonely
Don't call on me
Try the operator
Maybe she'll be free

Whose bed have your boots been under?
And whose heart did you steal I wonder?
This time did it feel like thunder, baby?
And who did you run to?
And whose lips have you been kissin'?
And whose ear did you make a wish in?
Is she the one that you've been missin', baby?
Well whose bed have your boots been under?

I wanna know whose bed, baby
Whoa baby, tell me
Whose bed, yes I wanna know
You better start talkin'
Or you better start walkin'...
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So this is so long.. [Friday
May 19th, 2006 at 10:00am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Well after reading things and seeing how everything works, I`ve decided I have to end my livejournal. I really cannot write in this because it`s all drama and he said//she said stuff. I`m kinda over this point in my life. I might write periodically but probably not more than that. I`ll still check up on everyone and read other livejournals but that`s about it. I`m just ready to move on with my life, is myspace next?! So here is my last update.

Tuesday. I cleaned a lot after my party and then passed out because I was soo tired. Got up went to work. It was so nasty out and wayyy slow. After work I went home because my madre told me that she was going to have 5 day old Lorraine at the house to babysit. I held her for so long. OMG! That baby is so adorable. After being there till like 9, Neens and I peaced to Pizza Buffet at Pjs with Lanie and Sarah. Went outside and my keys were locked in my car. UT-OH!! So, Sarah calls Billy and he drives all the way to Pjs to try and break in my car. That doesn`t work, but Lr and Shawna finally found my spare. Me and Lanie race back to the Apts and see Sarah and Billy outside. So we stopped and chatted. We all went inside for a bit and then left at like 12.

Wednesday. Supposed to get up at 9, got up at 945 to go to the beach. Lanie, Neens, the downstairs boys and girl and I went to the beach. It was so much fun. We were there from like 11 till 3. I got thrown in the sand so many times. After the beach Lanie dropped me off. And I got ready to go see Lindsey and the baby. Shawna, Nina and I were over there for like an hour and half. I just am so in love with that baby. You don`t even know. After that we stopped by GA`s apt and I wanted to look inside. Shawna and I left Nina there. Shawna took me to Lanie`s. Hung out while Lanie got ready. Then peaced to Outback to get Sarah. Went by Sarah`s so she could get ready and then went to Carrabba`s. It was good. After dinner we came back to my Apt and hung out with Justin and Tom. They came up for movies and smores. After making smores, I passed out during the movie. They all left at like 3 and I went to bed.

Thursday. Got up at like 10 and started cleaning my messy Apt. Went to Walmart and cleaned so more. Went to lunch with Shawnie and my Madre at Peking Buffet. Then Shawnie and I went and got pedi`s. I came home and passed out. Went to work. It was slow and boring. Kaley and I just cleaned the whole time. After work I went to Publix to get dinner stuff. Called Lanie to come over. When she got here, we hung out with the downstairs boys for a bit. Then Shawna called and asked death of me. She wanted her Blow movie back because Jesse stole our real one, and he thinks his is at Coby`s. So Lanie and I went over there. It was weird and not fun. Well, at one point Lanie was pillow fighting Coby and I some how got brought into it. (Aka Coby wasx beating me in the head with a pillow whenever I turned around, TRUUUE!) Then Lanie and I left because we were tired and then Sarah came out and we chased her back in the Apt. Then Coby got ready to leave. And we were all outside, everyone else was smokin grits cept me. Well, Coby and Lanie made me try and I coughed, we all got a good laugh out of that. "I love virgin lungs!" Then Coby and I were fighting and I broke his Livestrong braclet. And he was snapping me with it. Ouchie because I hate rubber. Then he got dirrty sprinkler water all over me. Not happy about that. And then we were boxing after that. And Lanie tried to protect me, but that only ended in me getting held with my arms behind my back as Coby`s shield. Then he called me a whore and we ran around the parking lot. Then he told me I needed to run so more because I was fat and I chased him around so cars, but he`s faster than I. Then his phone rang that stupid ringtone and I just walked home. I was pissed when he walked away all bitch on me. So fuckkk that. After that Lanie and I were getting hollered at, so Sarah drove us home. Hung out outside with the boys and then decided to go to Dennys. Grilled some people there for being snitches. I`ll find out one day. lol. Then came back here and sat outside for like ever. Finally wanted to start some shit because I was rowdy. Called Ryan, Shawna`s ex. We fought on the phone, which ended up in me going to his Apt and almost fighting him. He`s lucky that Shawna, Lanie and Sarah all held me back. It was funny when he was mooning me and I tackled his bitch ass. lol. Came home and read shit that was meant to solely piss me off. And passed the fuck out.

Now I`m supposed to be at work in like 30 mins and I haven`t even gotten ready. Tonight is maybe sister night or Lanie`s pool party.. idk yet. Then work tomorrow Am and graduation. Then idk after that. Hope everyone has a great summer and life actually. Love and kisses to all. Signing off, Elyse Jade.

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[Tuesday
May 16th, 2006 at 12:22pm]
party at my apt last night.
the night was wild.
i hate a lot of people now.
some stuff got jacked.
people got jacked.
but i love my girls.
and i`m totally straight.
what are the plans tonight ladies?!
kisses and hugs. Xo
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[Thursday
May 11th, 2006 at 1:07am]
WAYYY Random Adeventure Tonight. Will Update The Whole Thing Tomorrow. Much LO-LO-LO-LO-VE!!
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[Monday
May 8th, 2006 at 12:00pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

I must be Howard Stern and you must be the FCC because I don`t know any other reason why you are regulating my eljay. But whatever, the post that was not about you is gone. And now I`m one censored biiiiitch! Don`t you loooove it?! I surely do. Everyone else`s drama always starts with me some how.



The weekend was good. I was def RAZZLED AND DAZZLED. lol.

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"Shut your damn mouth!" [Wednesday
May 3rd, 2006 at 12:33pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]

Life has been joking me lately. But when isn`t it. Anyways. After I updated Monday, I really didn`t sleep. I took a shower and laid on the couch till Neens got here. Then we looked at the ybook. At like 445 we peaced to Outback to have dinner with her Padre and brother. It was yummy. Neens and I both picked up applications. Oh the fun. Then we went to Walmart. After Walmart, Neens peaced and I just hung out at the house. I fell asleep till like 815. Then Shawnie and I decided to get the mail. We walked all the way there. And on the way back I had mentioned something about John as we were passing his Apt. Shawna was like "let`s knock on the door." So, we did and I was like "I wanted to show Shawna your dirty Apt." So, we hung out there for a bit. Shawnie needed to go home to do homewrk and John said I had to come back to clean. Well, onthe walk home, we saw Jesse. And he came and visited for a bit, then him and I peaced back to John`s. When I got back there, John and his roomate, Chris, were already moving furniture. I was like cracking up. Chris and I were on the same level because we knew exactly how we wanted the furniture. lol. After that, John did dishes and I picked a bunch of crap up. The Apt looks a little bit better. Then we all just hung out till watching Tv and movies. It was wayyy fun. I LOVE THOSE KIDS!! Jesse peaced at like 3 and Chris was already sleeping. I just hung out with John. I like completely passed out on the couch and I guess John went to bed. I woke up at like 7 and went home to sleep before getting up for school. Got up at 9 and went to class to take my final. I think I did good. Came home and laid down to take a nap. John called. He thought I called him but it was from the night before. And we just chatted about stuff. The he told me "fuck you for not really calling me." And I peaced back to my nap. Got up for work and felt yucky. Worked with Kaleyyy. It was fun. Then after work we went to PJs for pizza. Talked to John about his plans and my plans. After Pizza, I had a mission with Shawnie. Came home talked to John again told him I was drinking and watching Tv. He was supposed to call me back.. NEVER DID. JERK!!! But whatever. Passed out at like 1230 after watching some of Tristan and Isolde. Got up at like 945 this am because Neens txtd me. Talked to Kaley, she was supposed to come here but her madre peaced on taking her car keys. So, I went there and we laid out for like 25 minutes but it was WAAAAY hot. So, we peaced to Chick-Fil-A. Had lunch. Fake ignored people. Didn`t work. LUCKKY me. Took Kaleyy home. Now I`m just sitting here. Waiting for something to happen. Idk.. maybe I`m stupid about certain things. But I`m disappointed all in the same. Tonight is Pina Colada`s at the Apt because my sister passed her Nursing Finals!! YAYYYY! I am so proud of her. So getting drunk tonight is a must. Much love to all <3xoxo

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